By reading Delpit, Hillard, Luna, and Carini’s writings I have come to determine that “after all these years of common schooling, we still have no real way of knowing if students are learning”. When I think about assessments the first feeling that I experience is nervousness and frustration. I feel nervous because like any other person I want to do well on the exam and frustration because usually teachers expect so much to be covered in one exam. Then, once the first exam is done and over with, you are left to worry about what is going to be on the following test. Who can really enjoy learning in school, while having the uneasy feeling of knowing that a test is expected?
I believe that students do grow a sense of competitiveness with their classmates when traditional assessments are being used in the classroom. For example, I remember when I was in third grade my teacher would do spelling contests. All of the students had to stand up against the classroom walls and the teacher would sit at the desk with a timer. She would then proceed to spit out any word she wanted and one by one each child was expected to spell out loud the word in front of all of his/her classmates. If the child failed to spell it correctly he/she had to sit down while everyone else continued. I really don’t understand the purpose of this assessment, because not only was I embarrassed and mad that I failed to spell the word correctly in front of all of my friends, I am still not good at spelling. Students “shared their frustration with the predominant assessment practices that seem, to them, to be more about competition and convenience than about finding out what they have learned. For these students, and for educators who see the primary purpose of schooling as promoting student learning, the current grading system represents an obstacle to the learning of all students, not just those labeled LD” (Luna 603). This passage made me think, did my third grade teacher really think that I was learning how to spell through this contest? Did she truly believe that the information she got about her students’ spelling through the contest was sufficient to know if we were learning how to spell?
Through Delpit, Hillard, Luna, and Carini’s readings I have come to understand that the high stake tests from No Child Left Behind are bias and are not put into effect to measure the students’ learning, but, to only favor the students who speak the Standard English Language. So how does NCLB take into consideration what all of the other students have learned, if NCLB does not give them a chance to even succeed in their education. “As Delpit pointed out, the norms and practices of school literacy reflect those of the culture of power; thus, a wide range of nonmainstream individuals and cultural groups have been defined as illiterate and deficient both within and outside of schools” (Luna 597).
The NCLB act has also taken away the enjoyment of learning and teaching in a classroom. Teachers are forced to teach to the test and students are mandated to learn certain information to do well on the tests. Teachers have to step away from the curriculum and from their creative minds to prepare their students for the long exams. After reading Dr. Tuck’s blog I found the perfect story that describes how a teacher feels when experiencing the demands of teaching to the test. The teacher, Renata, was so miserable that she ended up quitting the whole education “business”. “Every day for about a month my ' do now' said 'Get ready to get ready for the test!!!' And I would, like, add exclamation points to it like it wasn't a travesty. It got to the point where I was feeling embarrassed… When a student asks you 'Why do we need to know this?' I feel like a good teacher should have a good answer. To say 'Because it's on the test' is disrespectful to them in all sorts of ways… I was very depressed, I barely made it through that semester… Then all summer I felt so-< /span> heavy about going back… In the end, I just couldn't go back” (Dr. Tuck Re-visioning Assessment). This passage shows how teachers and students question the existence of these tests…Does it not make you wonder as a parent, teacher, or student what is the real point behind these time and energy consuming exams?